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Name: Robin
Gender: Female
Interests: Swimming, Dying my hair, Callors, Tattoos, The human mind, Zoology, Anime, Bass, reading. Fire.
Expertise: ....and thats why I like air.
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Art
Message: message me
MSN: lycan_lilly
Member Since:
5/24/2004
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| lol inside joke between me and B. anyway I have no clue where I am do you? I want to go home now please.. | | |
| Hello, Im sorry I havent been on much... I am vary excited about going down to Leo's place..^^ yay. A few days ago I went to fargo to celibrate B's brithday and we had a good time untill the 25th.. just a few days after I arrived.. I called my mom to wish her a happy birthday..and I heard Sheink (the dog we adopted a few weeks ago hoping to give a compainon to our other shelter dog Gypsy) barking. So.. an hour after that.. I received a call from mom.. telling me that B should get on the other line.. which she did..Zoe...My flop-eard rabbit of 2 years..who was just a big ball of fluff and couriosity.. was killed my Sheink... My mother found her cage torn apart and blood spatters before she found her body... I dont think I have ever felt more enraged at a animal then I did just then.. | |
So? you maybe thinking to yourself. Why are you making a big deal about this?: I understand that Dogs and Rabbits are a bad mix.. but I guess my mother thought that all shelter dogs would be like gypsy..a little dim but sweet, gental and most of all she loved Zoloft. She would go in the room where Zoe was kept and just sit and wag her tail at her for hours. But.. insted of giving her a new friend.. now she has lost two.. We burried her body today..what was left of it.. in the garden.. I made sure we did it right when I got home I wanted to sun to shine.. which it did.. she adored the sun. We placed her in the garden..and my mother was weeping so hard I felt a ball of sickness churn with in me.. I wanted to slap her.. I told her that crying would not bring her back. I wanted to tell her that she didnt leave the damn dog in there with Zoe she would still be alive. But then I realized I am more mature than that.. here over the freshly turned earth.. was not my strong, forktounged, mother.. but, a shell of what used to be.. A frail, weak and almost idiotic gyeriatric woman. The mourning doves where siging as I placed a flower over her grave. In a way.. I feel as if I had burried my mother as well.. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Rest in peace Zoloft~~~~~~~ 83% |
November 17th 2005 ~ March 25th 2007
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| Alright long time no update, dont see why sence I hardly get any vistors anymore..bah I feel old lol >0< where are my cats!? Anyway Im currently working on a thesis showing how Nature and Nurture affect who we are and how we deal with the things we do. Not only that but I cant seem to get my mind in gear..I dont know why..its almost confounding.. what with the ACTs and all.. I have found my 'personal file' they kept on me and I cracked it open... I thought I had a pretty good hold on my life ya know? Yeah it was kinda shitty in the first year or two but then I pulled up from that nose dive and godsknow I have, but they fail to realize that.. I try and I try and right now my body is willing but my mind is too damn stubburn to do anything, like now I was to lazy to change the color of this fount but what ever. I just wish I could get over what the hell I have.. Everyone tellsl me to fouces on one thing at a time but how can I do that when I know that is not how the world works? Arnt I just setting my self up for a nother downfall? But on to better news ^_^ Some one close to me is coming down soon and I gotta get my shit done and over with so I have time to party with her! -Huggles- I would put so much more by my hand hurts from writing and Im too sleepy... I want some bright colored furity cereal........ | |
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| | There is something wrong here, something vary vary wrong.. I dont know why but something feels like its shifting.. out of place combusting,overlapping mulling and consuming. I dont know what the hell is going in.. somthing is off I dont know why or what I can do about it but it feels as if something big, something incredably important.. almost like a certain wonderlust but a darker wonderlust like the need to migrate becuse of a deadly storm... I dont know what is going on.. but if Im going down, I'll do my roots proud and fight. | |
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